I’m a great actor like Ronald Reagan
I’m a good liar like Ronald Reagan
I say no to drugs like Ronald Reagan
I tear down walls like Ronald Reagan
I trickle down to the poor (Promise!) like Ronald Reagan
I pop jelly beans like Ronald Reagan
I sell guns with dark purpose like Ronald Reagan
Then, oh the irony, I get shot like Ronald Reagan
But, a tough bastard, I keep kickin like Ronald Reagan
My old friends still buy me Oatmeal Cream Pies
My old friends always make me feel guilty
My old friends hold audience in my conscious and
My old friends inform too many of my decisions
(Because really my old friends are prudes)
My old friends often warn me about the risks of alcoholism
My old friends don’t share in my progressive politics
My old friends are removed by geography and estranged by lifestyle
The problem with my poetry is that it’s sexually ambiguous
The problem with my poetry is that its informed by crazy, old, women writers and rap music
The problem with my poetry is that nobody gets it
The problem with my poetry is that it uses adjectives as crutches
The problem with my poetry is that it sounds like a Perez Hilton Blog
The problem with my poetry is that I am (in fact) not black—shhhh
The problem with my poetry is that I steal style from minorities without giving them agency
White people love me like Ronald Reagan but
The problem with my poetry is it don’t pay for bread or alimony
My old friends and I got divorced but still exchange cards at Christmas
The problem with my poetry is that the words, strung out and shaking like drug addicts, wear the faces of Ronald Reagan and my old friends, hold hands like fragile paper dolls in rings around my bed.
SM Jan 2010
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